Should I start with Good or Bad? I will just let it come out of my fingers and so it will be a mixed up jumble.
Some of you know some of my RL history - This is the bad otherwise known as the UGLY. I am not writing this for pity or sympathy - this is written so you may know more about me and what is going on today... Actually I think I will start with Good & Bad in 2nd life.
Today I found out I was not chosen in the casting call at VooDoo Vogue for the Winter Showcase. I was sad for about half an hour, did my little pity party and I was fine. There will be other shots. I was very very happy my friend Wen made it in, so that was GREAT! I love everyone there. OMG we get together and we laugh and laugh and laugh!
Another good was hanging out for a bit with my Friend and Boss Laura18 Streeter. This woman is extraordinary. And I am not just saying that because she is my boss and practically the only person following me on here. :-) She is one busy gal I get worn out litening to every thing she is up to. This weekend alone I think she said she had 5 events she is participating in! Please read her blog too. You can find it at http://laura18streeter.blogspot.com/. Not only does she model FULL TIME but she is also COO of Look Elite Modles.
Ok next on my ramblings I had my second practice today with Diversity, I think it went well. I learned a new walk. My group leader changed to Dunia and that is great! I love her even though we haven't really had a chance to talk to each other. She was in Arai with me and is in Diversity AND VooDoo Vogue. We were laughing today she thought I was folling her around!
All agencies I am in have been so terrific and the members fun to be around.
OK now back to the RL stuff. I have some hard times. I was in an Auto Accident in 1st life in the year 2000 and I have a ton of health problems from that. I have been trying to get disability from that as I cannot work. I was told by my attorney a month ago that he was over booked and had to reschedule my appt time from November 19 to another day. He said I did not have to respond to the letter from the court and that they would take care of everything. Well today- I had a voice mail from the court reminding me of my appt on Wednesday the 19th. OMG what am I going to do? I am so freakin gout. I have taken my anxiety meds hoping they calm me down. Anyone have ideas on ways to calm down? I tried breathing and I have taken two Klonipin .05mg.
I think if I don't sleep tonight I will be in SL just to try to get my mind off things. So if anyone wants to hang out and do something,,,, I am going to be purchasing more L$ I want to shop when I get this depressed.
So that last part is the UGLY.
Ok hubby said get off the computer for a bit and watch Chuck on NBC.