Real life strikes again

Many of you know that IRL my dad had both heart bypass then esophageal cancer. He beat them both - but the toll on his body was too much. He had a blood clot in his lung, infection in his heart, and we thought he was getting better and would be released from the hospital. No such luck.

On June 29, 2009, my daddy, my hero - died. I tried to get to see him but he died 4 min before I reached the hospital. I have not been around in SL or anywhere. They held a memorial service for him in FL but the weather was bad and my friend who is a pilot could not leave the airport so I missed that as well.

Needless to say - I have been feeling like a horrible daughter.

So that is it - tomorrow will be one month. I have not left the first stage of Grief... Denial. I keep expecting to have him call me. I know mom turned off his cell phone with their carrier but I cannot delete his number. I just can't. Everyone says it will get better. I know he is in a better place and no longer in pain. I know that. I just wish I had the opportunity to tell him he was still my hero and how much I loved him.

Dakk

SHOPPING

There is nothing better for this girl to do when not working the runway or in front of the camera and that is shopping. Just a few minutes ago one of my BFFs Divine Nightly took me to the new Minnu store and I bought some new skins. I love them. And I don't have to adjust my face for them. They are like they were made for me. I am not telling you what set I bought. I don't want everyone running around like me, now do I?

Tomorrow we are going to hit the fashion fair, if it is still going on. If is not, then there a few places I have been dying to go to but never have seemed to have time to go to. Well I am going to make time. What good is living in a virtual world if you cannot enjoy it. Museums, gardens, cities, continents, Stores, So much to see and do.

And clothing stores and shoe stores, hair stores, and skin stores, you name it I want to see it....

I may not have money but a girl can look and wish can't she?

To be on the runway again....

...is a rush like no other!

I was blessed to be able to walk for Look Elite Models in such an important show! The debut of MEB's spring collection!

I had one mishap on my last run due to lag. On my way back up to make my turn to go down the middle walkway, I got stuck inside one of the poles. LOL OOPS! Laura came to my rescue and saved my life with a tp to the back of the stage. I love lag --- I am one with the lag--- :-)

You can read about the show at the Look Elite Models Blog and learn more about this fantastic agency. I have been with them since the beginning, through rough times and let me tell you, I am very proud to be a Look Elite Model.


I love you guys... now I am all teary eyes cause I love you. LOL Laura or Bourbon you need to smack me upside my head! LMAO!

Dakk

New blog added to this one

I just added a blog for my human so I can try to separate my two halves a little better. There will still be cross overs as I am basically myself in SL anyway, but my personal posts will be in the other blog.

Here is the link to it while I try to see if there is a way to put a visual link on the front page here. I am not sure I will be able to figure it out as I am still learning about blogger. Give me time. :-)

Well, That is all for now. I may come in to SL for a bit tonight. Depends on how the human feels.

Hugs and Shimmies!
Dakk